lychee

2009-01-30T21:50:00.005+08:00

status: tears welling and eventually drops.
this is my 46th post and is going to be my last post. i went to take a look at my 1st post and realised tat all this while i have been blogging abt my working life;my first job. since today is my last day, i shall oso end everything here.

17/11/08 - 30/1/09 working at Singapore Press Holdings.

today was a busy day for me. i shall make it short.
posted to IJC. went to appeal to a JC. cab to sec sch to get relevant document. cab back to tat JC. went home. cab down to bugis to buy 21 pola cakes. went to SPH to work for my last 2nd half of the day. tats when i finally settle myself down as i was rushing throughout the whole morning and thus spent alot of $$$. worked and den during the last 1 hr, i went to giv the sugar roll to ppl tat i know. took photos and left.
i started to miss them now already.

i will nv forget the days, the ppl and the fun i had in the company.
but will i be forgotten? i think so.

im very happy. happy to meet u. u do brighten up my every day. bye!

will u ever know?

im timid. im afraid of a lot of things. i made myself feel so miserable now. so shld i go for it? or shld i give it up? i really felt tat im very fortunate. extremely to the extent tat i feel guiltly and thankful to my fren. i wonder how i shld repay.

i shall stop here. actually i have alot of things to say but as i started to type out, i dunno how to continue. byeee =)

2009-01-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

tmr is the release of posting results. im worried.

today seems to be my last day of work and not much ppl, including my boss, know abt it. i will definitely take leave tmr but hopefully im able to go back after lunch time.

i have started to miss some ppl in the company who are jiale, all my colleagues, betty;jiale's mum, uncle michael and him LOL!

what shld i buy for them?
tmr will be a busy day for me!
gonna crack my brain

im satisfied. the last conv. the last goodbye wave.
hope . know

2009-01-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

im sad
im sad tat ppl said tat i dun look like 17yrs old
its nt 1 or 2 or 5 ppl but more than tat.
im sad tat im stressed abt my life
im sad tat im not satisfied with a lot of things
tat i cant say it out
:(

2009-01-25T13:12:00.004+08:00

it has been long since i played mahjong! haha yester i played with jlong, ruiping(my colleague) and his fren =) omg i seem to be addicted to it. LOL

organising mahjong/daidi(big2) on chu 2(nt cfmed), chu5(overnite session), and chu7 at my house. *seats are going fast!* LOL anyone wanna play feel free to sms me! minimum betting for mahjong is 20 40 cents! i still haven tried 30 60 cents before XD tats gonna be more exciting i guess LOL!

2009-01-23T22:03:00.011+08:00

im very happy today but i dunno know why. haha! well i gonna upload some pictures!

*PHOTOS REMOVED* =D

ahhh i really dun bear to leave this company. =( everyone is very kind and friendly. i hope tat im able to take pictures with more ppl in the company on my last day which the date has not been decided yet. ahhh i hope sch starts later...

2009-01-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

today i asked permission to leave at 330pm so as to do some shopping for cny but i told my boss tat im meeting someone. she seems to be unhappy abt it and asked me not to do such thing again. -_- i know i took lots of leave recently but den those leaves are a must to take wad. watever!

uncle michael treated us lunch today! haha.

today was the 2nd time i encountered a printer jam in the company. well the person who came to my rescue was the same person who helped me on my first encounter of the printer jam. oh u may refer to 17th dec post =) walao u all gooddd lor dun wan help me. i so paiseh can asking him to help again X_X

there is a lady in the same department as this guy helped me twice! i gonna get sth for her. she is very kind =)))

ok im tired bye.

2009-01-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

nth much today actually but i still had a good laugh. WAHAHAHA. =D

walao today my colleague's fren went down to lim chee guan to get ba kua for him and me. he went there ard 3pm and it was SOLD OUT. WOW! unexpected! so at the end of the today, i changed my plan and went to buy bee cheng hiang ba kua. tats all =)))

2009-01-19T20:58:00.003+08:00

hah! i felt tat im very bad today =/ when i looked at him, he didnt look at me which happened a few times. so when he looked at me(if i didnt sense it wrongly) and when he was in my office noticing tat i walked in, i purposely dun wan to look at him. ^_^ so today is the first time we didnt smile at each other. LOL=(LOL

as usual, i kept laughing becoz of my colleague sitting next to me. however today was even funnier tat i laughed till my tears drop. LOL!!!

as for this part, jiale wld be damn jealous... read on!
today Mr R(most handsome in the company) was walking towards the washroom and i was behind him, on my way to the ladies. he opened the door and waited as he realised i was going to enter too. i thanked him and WOW! he smiled back! his smile was so....... though i cant see very clearly as i nv wear contacts but den... WO BEI DIAN DAO LOL! its the first time i see him smiling. ok this part of my post is abit exaggerating lol

after work, i rushed down to chinatown to buy the most famous LIM CHEE GUAN ba kwa. the queue was long as expected. however i dun think it was very long and shld be able to get it within 40-60 mins. unfortunately, as i had queued for abt 15-20mins, a worker walked out with a few words on a cardboard saying tat the normal bbq pork slices have SOLD OUT. -_-" some ppl left while some continued to queue to buy other meats. i wanted to buy bacon(very nice but of coz very exp) but my mum told me its not worth to buy now so i left the place and went home.

2009-01-18T17:55:00.005+08:00

today is the worst day of my life. -_- i have been lying on my bed in pain after i had my breakfast at abt 9am, feeling hot and cold simultaneuously. THE FEELING DAMN SUK! i was trying to sleep but cldnt and was rolling on my bed for like 5hrs(until 2pm+). as such, i ate a tablet of panadol(which i dun intend to) and able to sleep until 5pm+.
what i had planned to do today were ruined! ROAR. i felt tat it was really wasting time lying on my bed the whole day. HELL -_-

2009-01-17T21:17:00.004+08:00

today i went to collect the bursary award which i dun think it was a big deal. however, i got a strange feeling when i put on my sch uniform LOL! i think it is the last time im going to wear tat uniform and hopefully i will get to wear a new one for the next two years. =) i really wish to.

tmr will be a busy day for me. maybe i shld sleep now since i got nth to do. byeee.

i know my post is very wordy. just bear with it for a few more days as im going to get a camara before cny =)

2009-01-17T09:20:00.011+08:00

yester wasnt a good day =/=/=/
i was feeling nervous the whole of yesterday and got a double blow LOL

my fren called me and i made an amendment to my jae courses. i was like shivering throughout while amending >_< a pemanent staff(alex) allow me to access to the internet. ahhh i felt thankful to him but at the same time afraid tat sth might happen to him becoz im nt allowed to access to the internet. as i was going to keep my booklet and everything, my big boss came in! -_- scary!! he asked me to find him personally later in the afternoon to help him with sth. i tot it was an excuse so my mind went wild and tot tat he was going to scold me for eating snakes as my superior/supervisor was absent. so i was feeling uneasy throughout till 3pm -_-! and colbert(my collgeague who works with me) said tat i had gotten "gong tao" (possessed) -_-!!!
at 4pm, when jiale called me and told me tat the registration has closed, the big boss walked in. wad an unlucky day. so i asked him abt wad he wanna me to help. in the end he asked me to help him on monday. phew.. heave a sigh of relief and i became my normal self again. =)

i cldnt stop laughing yester. i told colbert tat i have no appetite for breakfast and he heard the word appetite as apple tart. so he was like saying "no apple tart u cannot eat others meh? u eat apple tart everyday for breakfast ah?" WAHAHAHAHA i cant stop laughing =X

2009-01-16T00:34:00.008+08:00

i was too touched tat i actually cried half an hr ago.

honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i really felt THANKFUL to my frens. at this point of time, u all actually spent some of ur time just for me. ='( THANKS ALOT!
*alphabetical order*
choon guan
jason
peiying(she has been helping me throughout as my bro is away and she encourage me to giv it a try on tat sch)

UR HELP AND KINDNESS WERE REALLY APPRECIATED.

even if i didnt get into tat sch, i will considered tat i have tried and wld not feel any regrets. in addition, i oso felt thankful nooo i think its more than thankful tat i really dunno how to express it out. once again...

thanks! =)

i oso wanna thank rp and especially sheng for listening to me giving me lots of encouragement in the past few days =) and oso thank my gang(good buddies!) for being by my side and support me. thanks!!! =)

2009-01-15T21:57:00.012+08:00

today seems to be quite a long while since i returned back to work becoz i had taken leave on last fri(half), mon(full), tue(half) and yester full day leave. LOL well well few things happened today. i shall start from the good to the bad.

i know my colleague(my departm) missed me as he oso admitted it. =P one of the permanent staff said tat he was very quiet when im absent but when im there he was very noisy LOL this shows tat im very talkative and we have been talking throughout the whole of today. XD

wow im surprised tat someone actually noticed my absence in the company LOL!
this person suddenly overtake me from the back and talked to me.
he: why this few days i didnt see u?
he: u took leave is it?
*silence* i dunno why i nv answer him LOL
he: HAR?!
*nod* my head LOL and den we walked diff direction.
HAHAHA dun ask me who the person is. =)

the bad thing happened today was... i kena SUAN by a FAT guy.
he didnt suan me at the start. when i walked pass meeting room, he asked "how was ur result?" i replied "ok lor" den he said "wad is ok? if u are my son i sure slap u" WTF?!
now the suan-ing part began when i walked pass his desk...
he asked my score and i told him. i replied him tat i wanna go jc when he asked where do i intend to go. den he jiu start suan-ing me like nobody business. HIS VOICE WAS DAMN LOUD CAN tat a few uncles began to come nearer to us to listen and join the conversation. -_- i was enduring at the point of time lor. ROAR! the stupid thing was tat he felt tat my result was nt suitable to go to jc becoz he said tat his son got 11 13 for Os and CMI in his As. i was like WTF?! tat is YOUR son, not me. his son CMI in JC doesnt mean i oso CMI wad. -_-! hopefully i can get into JC(PJC) and prove him wrong two years later. ROAR!

sth weird happened too. when the conversation was over, i walked back and suddenly a guy in front of me stretched his hand out as if he was going to squeeze my head(playing de la i guess) and at the same time said sth like "why keep smiling!!!" LOL! i oso remembered tat there was once he walked pass me and hit my head with an envelope but didnt really hit la LOL! well i guess he was playing la. LOL

i realised tat i have been laughing and smiling everyday. it cant be helped becoz my colleague who sits beside me always do stunt and crap with me. my frens laughter is contagious tat when they laugh, i will laugh with them and not laughing at wad actually happened tat cause them to laugh. -_-! LOL im mad. so sometimes when i walk pass those staff in the company, some actually asked "why do u always feeling so happy?" and i jus smile back. LOL!!! lalalala ok im tired bye.

2009-01-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

honestly, im still feeling unhappy with my result. the moment someone ask for my score, the moment i know a better result from my fren, the moment i think of my score, tat 2 digit number, has caused a great disappointment in me.

now its exactly 1.30am. i gonna slp. yawnzzz

2009-01-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

i have just submitted my registration and den went to bath LOL

1) PJC
2) IJC
3) Business Administration SP
4) International Business NP
5) Financial Informatics SP
6) Business Information Technology SP
7) Chemical Engineering SP
8) Chemical & Bomolecular Engineering NP
9) Business Information Technology NP
10) Financial Informatics NP
11) Information Technology SP
12) Leisure&Business Facilities Management NP

*WISH*

2009-01-14T14:35:00.001+08:00

i took a day off again =/ went down to search for PJC and IJC. tats all =D

2009-01-13T15:46:00.003+08:00

i took a half day leave today. so as to rest and think of wad i shld do;choose the courses.

im still wondering why i got a six for eng. if im nt wrong, the lowest grade i got was a five in all my sch exams. well ok i know i cant put this down easily and kept talking abt it but haiz...

i gonna try my luck this time.
if it fails, there is only a word.
fated.

2009-01-12T17:08:00.016+08:00

im extremely disappointed

wad i cant accept was my english result. i got a C6. FUCK!

it ruined my everything

i've got a B4 and my 3 classmates got C5/C6 for prelim

for Os, they all got a B3 while i got a C6.

WTF IS GOING ON?

my R4 and R5 are below 20

all subs i got are B3 and above except english.

DAMN FUCK LUCKY RITE?

im not eligible for JJC while the other JCs are inconvenient for me.

im not eligible for ALL business courses in ALL schools.

FUCK! everything is ruined

bye. my tap is very loose now. dun on it.

2009-01-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

im scared =(

haiz

2009-01-10T22:45:00.004+08:00

if u keep thinking of someone and hope to see/meet tat person, it will NEVER happen.
but when u NEVER think of tat person or hope to see tat person, it ALWAYS happen.

conclusion: things always go the opposite way.

2009-01-08T21:52:00.008+08:00

wad a long day i had today. worked OT till 8pm. haha. quite fun ^_^ the uncles were damn lame tat i cant stop laughing! and i did learn a few things from them today. good experience. ok im super tired byeee

im envious of my colleagues working at those department at the outside while im in an office which was so quiet tat makes me feel sleepy everyday.
today i've finally experienced and realised how fun it was to work at the "outside" =(

either mon or last fri met thrice.

2009-01-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

12 june is the release of Os result. its on this coming MONDAY. haiz. i dun feel good or rather i felt uneasy. and im 100% sure tat a lot of ppl will ask me abt my result -_-!!!

too depressed = nt working on tues

2009-01-06T22:47:00.004+08:00

my family were at town today. woo i finally tried NYDC! hehehe it was damn fun with u all. laughing is the best medicine and i think im always taking the "pills" when im with them. i dun feel like going homeee =( anyway i hope to have more outings with u ppl so someone better close his eyes for tat 30++ dollars and GO OUT with WE ALL. LOL! =DDD
my next target of food: KUSHIN BO

i super love the present.

THANKS!

i love u all <3

2009-01-04T23:29:00.017+08:00

i jus reached home and so sry tat i cant upload any pictures today =/ VERY SORRY!

today was quite similar to yester as i was working at the same place. after jiale and i knocked off, darren and leslie came down to TB plaza and we had our dinner together at ajisan ramen restuarant. we then went to haji lane?! and took some photos together ^_^ well we had a great fun together tat i didnt want to go home just now =X LOL we then headed home by train. im surprised tat darren actually stayed near me and happy tat finally there is a fren of mine staying near chinese garden MRT station. HAH! yeahhh and THANKS darren!
im looking forward to more outings with u all and my frens and my colleagues!!!

i heard tat the Os result will be released on 13th jan. OMG tat is fast! im scared tat i didnt do well =((( really scared.

thx for those belated wishes from:
darren
eng heng
kai xiang
one more person but i cant rem :(

thanks!

this coming week is going to be a hectic week for me i suppose?
i think im only free on friday and sunday nite. oh man! i need SLEEPS!
btw i gonna have a birthday list on my blog once i get most of my frens birthday dates. this helps me to remember their birthdays! =D cheers! next birthday tat is coming is sheng's(my colleagues) birthday!

fortunate to hav u all as my frens; my colleagues

*cherish*

im excited and looking forward to OUTINGS!

2009-01-03T23:50:00.015+08:00

i jus had my bath and came to blog. well my birthday is gonna end in 10mins time! haha

today worked at TB plaza like i have mentioned earlier. some of my colleagues actually came down to find me and gave me presents. jiale too!

after jiale and i knocked off, we went to delphinna's house and it was such a coincidence tat today was her younger sister birthday! haha but jiale and i went there for a few mins and left. we then headed to have our dinner at jp's swensen! hahaha my motive to dine at tat restuarant was to get their birthday treats(ice cream) LOL! =X aiya cheapo me. haha oh ya leslie was at jp too so we called him up to join us and we had a chat together. its been long since we gather together haha ^_^

*photos will be uploaded tmr! stay tune...*

once again i wld like to thank those who wished me today they are:

chih peng

clement

colbert(ur present!)

delphinna

fazila

franky

jessica

jingwee

nazreen

sebastian

shi yan

siang hoe

teng yin

wei xiang

my family members

ps: i hope i didnt miss out any names but if i do, PLS tell me! must hor!

1st person wished me: yih loong at 11.16pm,2nd jan

last person wished me: jing wee at 11.59pm, 3rd jan LOL!

im shocked by the time and jess im sorry u are nt the last one XD

I really appreciate all of ur wishes and presents!

THANKS!

im extremely touched =(

2009-01-03T00:22:00.007+08:00

i have just turned 17 yrs old ^_^

i wld like to thank those who wished me and even had a countdown for my birthday LOL

early wishes from:

Beng Khoon

Jason
Leslie
Meldric
Yih Loong
Yi Bing

wishes on the dot and thereafter from:

Cheryl

Choon Guan

Hilda

Jing Long

Malvin

Xue Jia

Yvonne

and colleagues;frens:

Jia Le

Daniel

Kelvin
Rui Ping
Wee Sheng
Yong Yan

online fren:

WU PEI YING

seriously im extremely touched tat i really dunno wad to say. the only word from the bottom of my heart is THANKS!!!

i have received a few presents today and even a few days ago. THANKS! i really appreciate wad was given to me. honestly, im already satisfied with the wishes from all of u. =) hehehe however tmr i have to work. im so eager to take leave tmr but i cant as tmr is my first day of work at the roadshow at TBP. well its from 12pm to 8pm thus it has ruined almost my whole day =( i shall bear with it.

thx to my colleagues tat countdown just now LOL i really want to thank them as they have brighten up my everyday in the company. im looking forward to the outings with them. =D

thx to my frens my "gang" tat always have fun with me. lets have more outings!

thx to those frens who jio me out though i have backed out for a few times due to some reasons. but i hope to see u guys soon in the following outings of yours =D

THANK YOU

loves all of u =D

*im able to take leave on any of the WEEKDAYS(mon-fri) so pls let me know ur plans and i will take leave just for u guys =D if nt midnight activities. im availableee its true!

IM SORRY i have to write this big becoz got alot of ppl complain tat im siao WORK EVERYDAY -_-

2009-01-01T11:44:00.020+08:00

Happy New Year!

yester countdown with some frens. had a big feast hehehe. yummy! loves all of u =D

*CHERISH*

the year of 2008 has jus ended and a new year of 2009 has begun =D well i still cant accept the fact -_- but i hope it will be a good year ahead for me. haha my birthday is coming real soon and the bad thing is tat i have to work for this whole of january including weekends. now i realised why some ppl dun like birthdays becoz tat means tat they are getting older! LOL im old =(

ARGH! i have to work on my birthday =( i have tot tat having birthday falling on weekends will be good but it didnt turn out tat way =(

working is getting much better now ever since the temp staffs from diff departments had lunch together everyday. its abt 10 of us and all of them are guys except jiale and me who are the youngest too LOL well im excited & looking forward to go out with them as one of them gonna plan the outings. they are my 1st batch of colleagues!!!

i need a new handphone badlyyy =(

2008-12-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

today im really happy.

thx for giving me the best day :D

*LOVES*

2008-12-27T10:24:00.001+08:00

life is nt as easy and simple as it is.
really shld depend on one self.

2008-12-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

what should i do? im gonna go mad if this goes on. AHHH! my imagination has really gone wild till i hope it wun happen in real life. can anybody tell me whats wrong with me? if i tell anybody abt this, im 100% sure ppl will think im mad real mad.

2008-12-26T00:06:00.004+08:00

Robert Pattinson

im finding mike and cullen's dad piccc

2008-12-25T17:45:00.007+08:00

yester watched Twilight with von, jess and their cousin. OMG! bella is chio but most imptly, EDWARD CULLEN is damn handsome and cool!!! in tat movie, edward's dad and mike are good looking as well. so attractive! XD
i wish tat im bella LOL!

yester i gave out packets of chocolates+sweets tat i have prepared to my colleagues and frens. i did received some presents too but wad i appreciated the most was the smile on their face as i gave my presents to them =D i spend almost $60 on tat and the worst thing was tat i always spent almost a hundred when i went out to shop. i dun even dare to count how much i have spent for these hols. im broke =(

alright since christmas is almost over, another upcoming event is my birthday which is just ard the corner. actually i dun really feel good becoz im turning 17 and it seems like im getting old =( and getting fatter? tat was wad all the people whom i seldom see said tat when i met them during this hols. fatter?!?!?! ROARRR LOL! anyway i dun mind becoz alot of food is still waiting to enter my stomach during this hols! yeahhh :D i hope my pretty sister get well soon and so we can eat KushinBo together! =D

ahhh i kept thinking abt this person and im gonna go mad. im nt worried becoz i know tat i didnt fall for him :D oh i did fall for someone. EDWARD CULLEN! i think most of the females love him too. ahhh! cannot HE IS MINE! =X

2008-12-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

THERE!!! PICTURE! =)

2008-12-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

let me tell u sth. sth very impt. which is...
if u wanna know wad happened in my everyday's life, go;click to
http://boxoffice-smashmaterial.blogspot.com/ (jiale's blog)
u know why?
becoz im lazy to blog =/ and i cant take photos and upload here.
but feel free to tag my tagboard =D

2008-12-19T16:59:00.001+08:00

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life

Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

2008-12-17T22:26:00.010+08:00

today's job status: busy. i've got lots of work queueing up for me to do which i dun think i can complete till monday. the most tiring work of today was sorting a pile of papers in the meeting room. my two colleagues(go jiale's blog to see their pic) and i used the meeting room to do it and we had walked round the long meeting table for dunno how many rounds -_- damn tired but it was fun to be with them =) well my shy and lazy colleague *=X* gonna take his result tmr. all the best to him =D

i shall name the guy ABC tat i always met coincidentally though i nicknamed him "..." as he looks like one. ok this morning abc almost knocked onto me when he walked out of the photocopy room. he pajiao =X lucky he braked if nt it will nt be a good scene. LOL after lunch, i went to print some labels which i do it daily. he came in to do sth with a printer beside the one i was using and suddenly my printer JAM -_- so...............

*conversation with abc was quite err how to say leh? he abit lame la. cant say much =D

ok i dunno wad to say. why didnt i meet MR R? the young and tall and handsome one =X

im gonna shop for christmas present very soon. i need $$$

2008-12-14T18:49:00.010+08:00

maybe sometimes you shld sit down and think abt how many true frens u really have. its just a handful. if u think u have alot, let me tell u, u are lying to urself or u got lied by them. u may say tat im saying rubbish but... watever =)

im gonna try all the donuts in donut factory before the year ends with my beloved frenz. ^_^ YESH! =D whatever nice things i have, i love to share. dunno why but watever it is, tats me! if u are close to me, u will realise tat no matter how expensive my fav things are eg. sweets, etc.. i will share. sharing is so fun. try and experience this feelings. no harm trying yea?
im extremely happy if those ard me are happy.

im gonna watch twilight. yesh i will watch for sure.

sometimes i really felt tat im fortunate tat i dun think i shld ask for much. maybe its becoz i try to think positive? or maybe i know how to forget unhappy things? or maybe little things make me happy easily(which is true but i oso get angry easily LOL) or maybe my life is quite smooth during this hols? well i really feel thankful but dunno thank who la -_- LOL!!! ok i dunno wad im trying to say. anyway everyone stay happy!!! =D

im turning 17 real soon. im getting OLD =( ahhhhh and fat too -_- ROARRR but i still have alot of delicious food waiting for me to eat. i cant resist the temptation LOL! tan chi gui =X

dun forget my birthday falls on 32ND JAN
im born on 32nd january. u dun say dun have this date hor. i say got means got! its between 31/1 and 1/2 OK!!! jus tat the calander nv state nia.

2008-12-12T22:43:00.004+08:00

today was quite a good day. i fall asleep again and felt energetic as i woke up although it was only a few mins. and until now i still dun get the idea why there is always such a coincidence tat i kept bumping onto this "uncle" whose age is still unknown to me. its really 100% coincidence. tell me why why why?

i saw a clothes at jp on wed and i really fall in love with it at first sight so jus now i went to check the price. it cost $69.90! @#$%^&*! it is so exp =( oh btw the shop name is Valerie and a fake model is wearing it. i really love it but i've got no $$$ to buy =( poor me. after tat meet the guys for dinner and i went home.

im so sry tat there is not much pictures or rather any in my posts becoz my hp is nt functioning well so i cant take any pics at all. i need a new hp badly!!! up,back,enter these three buttons are all paralized =/

2008-12-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

my day always got ruined when i reached home, my house, the once which i tot is the best place tat can giv me warm and comfort. now became hatred. FUCK! if they see this, they will sure think tat i have become bad(bian huai) but i know myself clearly tat i did not. i really cant stand it and its really over my limit.

while typing this, i was listening to Winter Sonata by guitar in jlong's blog. go to his blog and listen! its nice and touching tat while typing this post, my tears flow down as i was oso thinking of those unhappy things =(

tmr will be a good day hopefully

2008-12-10T22:43:00.005+08:00

i dunno why but i jus feel like blogging today.

today was damn boring tat my eyes kept closing and i guess my colleague saw it X_X really can die lor doing the same thing for 3 days and finally i hav completed it this afternoon. i dun think i can stand this kind of job for long...

jiale's mum treated me dinner today at jp. we went to the NEW extended jp shopping centre. i guess it opens today and it was damn BIG. there were so many shops and we just roughly browse through all the shops. i will go there again real soon to do some shoppings.

oh ya the guy tat i mentioned in my previous posts who i always coincidentally met was abt 29-30yrs old. OH MAN!!! i lost my bet with jiale and gonna treat her drinks tmr. she guessed his age ard 28-32 while i guessed ard 35-40 yrs old LOL!!! i think i very bad hurh but he looks like an uncle to me maaa. =X and plus he haven married one LOL so i will try to change my impression of him into those guys tat are in their 20s =/ *pls think straight... he is too old for me or rather im too young for him HAHAHAHA =X see im evil. sry!

i wonder wad is wrong with me... is it becoz the amt of time i spend with my family is getting lesser and lesser or is it becoz im too close with my frens recently? i feel abit weird... ok i cant say much. i just dun feel okay.

and lastly a moments ago, frens planning FAILS. i already damn moody liao yet they all....... some dun even giv a damn to it -_-" FUK!

i think its time i shld learn to be independent becoz it seems like there are not much ppl tat i can depend on. maybe im think too much but maybe tat is totally true.

2008-12-08T09:40:00.007+08:00

living life to the fullest. tats wad im able and doing now =) this hols, i felt tat im the most fortunate person. ^_^ it is becoz i get to see them and hav fun with them almost every week. i really do feel satisfied&happy by just being with them and oso even if we didnt do anything for the day. i guess tat is wad we called Friendship =)
oh they are three girls(JL,Von,Jess) and five guys(weekend "training" players)

*cherish*

i hope tat those fun will never have an end though i think it will becoz each of us has our own path in life. well i think tat by ENJOYING when we are together is the most impt thing. this will form a part of special memories in my life. =D

friday is an auspicious day......

2008-12-03T21:08:00.010+08:00

there were a few things happened today which made jiale and i laughed like some mad ppl. for more details, kindly click this: http://boxoffice-smashmaterial.blogspot.com/ but if she didnt post it in details den too bad =/ im lazy to type. sry!

i dunno wad is going on sia... i kept on bumping onto a same guy in the company. it was such a coincidence. i really wan to emphasize abt it becoz its not the 1st 2nd or 3rd time. eh i dunno how to say. well today bumped onto him abt 3 times. 1st was when i went to the **photocopy room and he entered to print some things. 2nd was when i was heading to the washroom. his office was ard there which i wld have to walk pass and so as i walked pass, he walked out of his office door at the same time! we met and **i pressed the button while he opened the door. 3rd was when i walked to the washroom again and he was walking towards his office from washroom. OH MAN!
**->not the first time

well i shall describe this guy. he is not young but not too old so from his appearance he seems to be in his 30s? BUT if u cover his face, he looks young abt 20s and nice looking becoz his hairstyle(its obvious tat he style his hair) is similar to those handsome guys with nice hairstyle u see in town/streets/wateva. OK enough! i shall COVER my eyes when i walk in the future =/

last but not least, i will tryyy to upload some photos during weekends.
feel free to tag my tagboard! no worries okies? =D
it will be good if u recommend some places to me! places where there are nice food and places tat are fun to go to. THX =D

heh coped from jiale's blog =D

2008-11-30T19:12:00.004+08:00

my weekdays are like daily routine. wake up -> work -> slp

so boring! but i felt fortunate tat im accompanied by my good fren and my colleagues were outgoing and lame so they really brighten up my every day and keep me awake LOL =D

every weekends seem to be the same for me. i wld wake up late every sat and followed by "training" session until night or sometimes until the next morning. by the time i've realised, it is already sunday. time really flies which do scare me. i always cannot manage to do the things tat i have planned for sunday such as watching drama, reading Twilight which i have just bought and etc. today i spent hrs to clean my room and now it looks so clean and spacious. love it! ^_^

i really hope there will be some outings occassionally on saturday so i shall suggest a few to let the "captain" plan it. LOL =X alright i shall start reading my book and...

tats my hairstyle for prom nite. ^_^ tats all byeee

2008-11-26T22:20:00.008+08:00

IM DYING! -_- this week is such a hectic week! these few days i felt weak and sleepy which i think im going to fall sick anytime if i dun rest well. but the thing is tat i dun have much time to rest! anyway i guess i didnt make the wrong choice for nt going to the chalet though i heard it was super fun if nt i may have landed in the hospital. choy! LOL

i felt tat i have yet to adapt to the working life as i find it extremely boring =/

im now cracking my brain as tmr i will need to attend a wedding dinner at SHANGRI LA HOTEL(six stars) i dunno what to wear leh. =( how i wish tat all those tat i need for tmr night can drop from the sky provided everything is absolutely perfect for the event. the bad thing abt tmr is tat i still have to work! ROAR...

link me!!! and kindly write ur blog url in my tagboard so it is easier for me to link u. THX LOTS! :D

2008-11-24T20:23:00.018+08:00

today is my 5th day working and is an unlucky day for me. @#$%^&*!

yester suddenly become moody for no reasons and maybe tat was a sign tat unlucky things was going to happen to me. indeed, it was and it happened today. alright before tat, i have given much consideration abt going to the chalet tat i was invited but in the end i give it a miss though i know its gonna be fun. i do feel abit sad =(

=(
today was damn suay and i really feel like scolding vulgarities @#$%^&*! but i have to be tolerance so i controlled myself =/ i shall make my complaints short and sour(i know it shld be sweet) so tat it will nt pollute my whole blog. morning we(jiale and i) missed the train and so we almost miss the last shuttle bus. in the office, i missed out a stack of papers which were required to do some sorting. next was copying some numbers to a paper and i repeated one of the numbers -_- both mistakes were spotted by my same colleague*i realised u are very alert though u always say u are lazy tired or etc* it was ard 5pm plus when i kena by my so call boss becoz im too talkative(cant be blame... i will die if i dun talk) and btw its nt like im the only one who is talking only lor. i admit i really talk alot and often talk rubbish but tat was becoz im too bored. whatever... i dun think tat i mind abt wad she said to me but as a normal human, when u kena say by someone u will sure feel ABIT uneasy de ma. so i only feel abit uneasy but i really dun care. worst come to worst kena sack niaaa... booo

=)
there were some happy moments which really brighten up my days. before lunch, my this alert colleague was so funny as he intro a GOOD job to another of my colleague. LOL i really have a good laugh till tears drops LOL! btw there are only 3 temp staff(2 guys and me) in the department. anyway after my lunch, i did sth damn stupid. whenever im with jiale in the company, she will be the one open those doors becoz she loves to tap the card(she oso press the lift for me) however her hand was unavailable so im the one opening the doors today. i tot tat the door is those kind tat has those thingy which stops the door from closing tat fast and oso need more strength to pull one. err hope u get wad i mean... sooo i pull the door open using alot of strength leh -_- four uncle was walking towards us and den suddenly *BOOM*(damn loud) the door handle hit the wall and those uncle shouted "WAahh heart attack liao" and as such, jiale and i laughed like nobody business all the way to our office. tat scene was damn funny and stupid la. SRY LA IM TOO WEN RUO tats why >_<

lastly, we took the wrong shuttle bus after we knocked off. the bus arrived and i was wondering why those ppl waiting for buses did not board it. i think i said damn loudly while boarding and jiale heard a reply "the bus is heading to toa payoh" but it was too late for us to alight. -_-"

sry this is a long post. i feel good after blogging out. tmr im alone. LONELY, im miss lonely... i shall be independent!!! =D tmr maybe i will go to their chalet bbq. =D maybe...

2008-11-23T18:59:00.003+08:00

testing. this blog is nt ready yet =/
I WILL LINK MOST OF U BY THIS WEEKEND and by then i think my blog will be completed